This is normal........right?

Two months in two days

it all seems to be such a haze

to think of what could be now

to think of the change it would have brought about

What would it have been like

if God allowed my fears

such bittersweet thoughts

that mix with the tears

For I'm not sure which is worse

to think of then or now as the curse

if only i could have better assessed

then i could know for sure

this would not trouble my rest

But whatever the reason

the Almighty has chose

this path is the best

of that I am sure

Only the regret

of prayers whispered in secret

remains in my heart

and forever i'll keep it.

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South Asia Nursing: Uncovered!!!

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